LUNAPARK.
iCESKATiNG - again.
SKATEBOARD.
SHOES - i need new shoes.
ACOUSTiC GUiTAR - i only have a small acoustic and an electric.
fuck you reality.
Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 12:00 AM
I like songs about war. I don't know why, but I do. I guess I like destruction, misery, devastation. I like the thought that there's people out there who have it worse than I do. I don't know.
This is war - 30 seconds to Mars ;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6PTZvq9BjQ&feature=fvw.Shelby Barnachea, he's a good singer/guitarist/composer. & has nice piercings. :)
Boozed up - The SB project ;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hrka9XiK4jE&feature=sub.Sam Koster. He's so fucking hot/cute, great guitarist, good singer, and omfg, he skates! If only ..
He amazes me. I used to never like blink 182, but now I think they're alright.
What's my age again? - blink 182 (cover)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_HLQ0A2FuI.malineyxo
p.s The Blaqk Year is one of my favourite bands, since today. :)
you just get to me, alright.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 10:09 PM
I LOVE COMBAT ARMS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD ATM.
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Livo tomorrow with some buddayes.
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For some reason, I don't really want to go, but most of the people are going cos i'm going .. so I guess i'm oblidged to turn up on the day, haha.
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There's not much to say, except that I went to the beach today and I feel so fucking gay. I think i'm sunburnt haha. But I don't know cos I don't know what it's like to be sunburnt o_o I know i'm darker . I got darker, yeah. FUCK THE SUN :@
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I have ABSOLUTELY no idea what i'm going to wear tomorrow. Eh, oh wells. I guess i'll just throw on a pair of jeans and a shirt in the morning :) it's just liverpool after all.
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I really hope Sarah can go & I need to give all her stuff back too haha.
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I am like, really not in the fucking mood to socialise or to be alive. I want to die, and I hate everything and everyone, except for combat arms. argh.
hey, if you read this tonight, forget it. Forget it all, forget me, kick me out of your perfect life already. I don't fit in there ..
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ffs, why is everyone NITM tonight? Yeah, this includes me. I really just want to cry. Well i'm crying at the moment, but eh LOL ? I want to tell you about my problems but honestly, I don't think you give a fuck. So you can go die in a fucking hole for all I care. I do care and I hate myself for it. I don't want you to know how .. insecure I am. How weak I can be. How stupidity is my personality. Why can't I be perfect, so it would be like it was meant to be?
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So , do you miss me yet? Because I sure as hell miss you.
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It's funny how happiness can just go BAM, and then it's gone. But misery, oh misery is there for the long run. It'll always be lurking around you, just waiting to be the shoulder you lean on when happiness leaves you .. which nothing but vague memories of what people once called love.
malineyxo
Lately i've been praying, hoping and wishing.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 2:01 PM
I finally downloaded Combat Arms, LOL. I was suppose to have downloaded it a few months ago .. better later than never, I guess :) I couldn't think of an account name. My dad was talking to me and he was telling me how bad drugs were -.-" anywho, my account name's coffeedrugs LOL. Why? Because my dad was drinking coffee and he was talking about drugs, heh.
I still call my dad and mum, daddy and mummy. & when i'm angry at them, I call them father and mother. LOL.
Well some nexon patcher is patching at the moment for Combat Arms. It's taking forever, mainly because my internet is quite slow ..
BEACH OUTTING WITH FAMILY & FAMILY FRIENDS D: It was suppose to happen last sunday, but then it got postponed to last Monday, and now it's most likely to happen on Wednesday, which is tomorrow.
Well that's what's happening on Wednesdsay. On Thursday, i'm going to Liverpool Westfields with some friends. The main objective of going there is to BUY SUE MAY A PRESENT. Oh & watch Sherlock Holmes with friends :) For some reason, i'm usually the one organising the outting. Like, people say, "tell me the details when you have them." & they're the ones that asked if I wanted to go somewhere ==" Ain't that just splendid?
Sherlock Holmes @ 12.15 or 12.45?
I think the 12.45 one, LOL. Now all I have to do is contact the people ;O
.It's soo hot at the moment ! Like what the fuck. The weather for the past few days were great, why did the fucking sun have to ruin the nice cool days ): My mum doesn't think it's neccessary for me to turn the aircon on, but she doesn't understand that I can't live in an environment that is 25+ degrees celcius ! wahwah. It's soo hot, that I had to tie my hair up. I really despise tying my hair up now. I like it when it's down, cos when it's up, I feel all .. exposed o_o
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I hate it when your parents have perfect timing and catch you red handed in a crime scene, or in my case, picking up the phone and was just about to dial a number.
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14060.) i want you to reply to my text messages the instant you get it.
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1939 hours.
Okay, so here I am. I've been playing Combat Arms for an hour and a bit. Wah, i'm so bad at it LOL. I want to quit now, even though i've just started D: But i'm not going to quit, i'm going to keep going until i'm not so noob, haha :) (Y)
malineyxo
