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maliney ; the author
Sydney, March '95.
A vegetarian is someone who I hope to become in the near future - vegetarian sandwiches and pasta ftw. ♥
I try to tell everyone my honest opinion in everything, even if it makes me sound slack because I want in return is the complete honest truth. I'm straightforward in most things.
I try to help everyone I can, even if the load becomes too much. I still try to get everything done. But I think the problem with me is that I am terribly forgetful. :( I leave myself written reminders to remind me, but this tactic isn't going so well, LOL.
MUS!C:
Escape the Fate, Bring Me The Horizon, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Lady GaGa & Claude Kelly.
What a girl needs
WANTS:
Lunapark for the first time. Bring Me The Horizon Band tee.
Watch the Lovely Bones.
Watch the Princess and the Frog.
Watch Alice in Wonderland - Tim Burten.
Watch Percy Jackson & the Olympians: The Lightning Thief.
Buy a Skateboard.
New Phone.
Ben10 omnitrix watch.
New Chucks.
Red Skinny Jeans.
Yellow Skinny Jeans.
Polaroid Camera.
To go in a McDonalds drive-thru in a cardboard car with Vanessa Souvannalay.
Binge eat red frog lollies with Lyn Thuy Nguyen.
The "big ass chain" necklace like the one in the Taylor Swift ft T-pain music vid.
Purple/black hair dye.
Ben10 boxers LOL.
Red, orange, peach,
Love and pain will share the same feelings.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 7:24 PM
Today was hot as F***. People say I swear too much 8-).
After school, some freaky shit happened. FUCK OFF PEDOS/STALKERS, we ain't interested.
Went to livo with Brian and Vanessa, where we firstly went to Anthony's to give them my guitar to fix and then Brian sadly departed from Vanessa and I, to attend his drumming lessons. Vanessa and I went to Liverpool Westfields to go searching for a dress. We found a nice purple-y one, but the only thing wrong with it , is that it's TOO GO DAMN LONG. I want that dress, but Vanessa is most likely to be buying it and I wouldn't have anywhere to wear the dress to. Kathy then randomly texted me, I feel special because she went to the trouble in searching for my number :$. My mum called me at around 5ish complaining about me not being at home, blah blah.
I've got a few songs in mind to learn on guitar, and a few people to dedicate it to. :) Well ofcourse, one is to Brian & Malissa (love you guys for buying me the smashing guitar. =] ), oh and a couple other people who have motivated me in learning guitar again, or who have just made me laugh about the most studpidest of things. (L)
Valentines has rapidly because a great topic at PAL college. Selling roses for $3.50, or 3 for $10. I'm selling them for my grade, I doubt i'd sell many . . . haha. :) I'm ordering enough to waste 20 dollars, haha. Well I wouldn't say waste, haha love you guys. But i'm thinking of buying a few fake roses for some people, so that it'll last longer. :$ I only want to order the roses from school, because I like the fact that it's going to be delivered during class, haha.
malineyxo
The devil in disguise.
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 6:33 PM
I hate falling in to the traps of Love.
Whenever I think i'm over you, you just happen to do/say something so incredibly cute that reminds me of why I like/d you. We've only been talking for like, what, a week, and yet, it's as if I've known you my whole life.
I'm a bystander. Watching my friend, who I consider quite close but yet so far, fall for a girl who has a disturbing feature about her but I just don't know what. :| she's pretty, I guess. When you left, you took my feelings with you. I'm glad I've moved on, even if it was to someone who'll never even have this thought of me. . .
Another one of my friend's relationships ended . It makes me wonder once again, where has all the love gone? I entered this year thinking, "everyone's getting in to relationships. Everyone's taken now. So much love in the air, where is it all coming from?" But now, relationships are ending and doesn't it just make you question, where has the love gone?
Valentines on Chinese New Years. A double event. No roses this year, no red lucky envelopes either. I predict that is. Hope i'm wrong, but I know i'm right. :)
malineyxo
p.s. no, i'm not wearing extensions. So please stop asking me and tugging at my hair. --"
THANK YOU to Malissa & Brian who bought me an Acoustic Guitar as an early birthday present. :) Now lets just hope your money hasn't gone to waste. ;)
What's it all for?
Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 12:59 PM
I like reminiscing about the past, because it reminds me that once upon a time, I was truly happy.
L2R; Kim, Maliney, Vanessa.
Okay, I have an eye infection. Atleast I think I do, I hope i'm wrong though. I think I have "styes", don't know what it is? Google it. Ah, my eye looks so horrible. I want to lock myself in my room until it's gone. :(
A few hours til I have to get changed, and leave for a family party. I have a vague idea of what i'm going to wear. Actually, it's not vague, I have the whole outfit in my mind. :) I'm going to wear a dress (i'm trying to start opening the idea of wearing dresses to myself. I used to be the all 'only jeans and a shirt' type of girl.), a blue shirt underneath, patterned black stockings (I can't find my purple ones), and a sleeveless grey cardigan. Oh & maybe, a red beret, if it suits the outfit.
Is it wrong of me to say that i'm ready to move on and that i've been ready to move on a week ago? Even if it is, it's true.
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Why is it that "like" is valued more than love? I like you, but i'll never tell you.
We've met a long time ago, but I don't think you remember, or even know. Now that you do, can you like me, for me?
I haven't asked you what type of girls you are in to, mainly because I don't want to hear everything i'm not. . . Would you be embarrassed if I waved spastically to you? Or if I screamed out your name, when you were two roads away?
I hate it how everything I have to say, sounds desperate and wanting. But I guess everyone's desperate for something in this world. Just to be able to say, "you're the one i've been waiting for."
Last night, well this morning, very early in the morning, one of my bestfriend's relationships ended. I wouldn't say it was expected, or it was a surprised. But this does make me wonder, how did something beautiful turn in to such a disaster?
malineyxo
Would you wave spastically back at me? If you saw me, or a person who looked like me (even if you knew it wasn't me), two roads away, would you scream out my name?
I would.
hey brittany, why are you messing with me?
Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 7:09 PM
Why does everyone think i'm not okay. Like, i'm sad, or something. To be honest, i've never been happier. Well alright, that's a lie. I've had happier times, but i'm pretty content with myself at the moment , not looks wise though. :( HAHAH. Well, School time table changed again. Hmm, lets see who i'm with for every subject. . . Sarah, Angeline, Martin Vu, and I think that's about it :| thought there would've been more.
Oh man, my school's becoming more sporty. ): rarara, I wasn't built for physical shit. I was built for trying and failing at academic things. :( hahah. I don't bother to try for anything anymore, and that just annoys me.
NGAW, isn't this cute:
14707.) Although I already have sex with her, all I wanna do is hold her hand.
malineyxo
you came uninvited
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 10:19 PM
Bad Romance - Lady Gaga
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leather studded kiss in the scene
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
I want your psycho
Your vertical stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
http://www.elyricsworld.com/bad_romance_lyrics_lady_gaga.html
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Imma Freak bitch baby
I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends
(The Same But In French)
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
and all your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
words from the gang.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 8:09 PM
14652.) I said to myself over and over again I didn't love you anymore, but last week i was in a taxi and I thought I saw you walking on the street. I got off and followed you for 3 to 4 blocks. it wasn't you of course. I laughed and cried all the way back home.
I want you to know so badly.
@ 6:01 PM
The reason why I don't socialize much with the same sex as me, is because, when I do try, they just leave you flat on your face. Like what the fuck bro. Oh, you take the opinion of others, seriously. If say i'm mean, then i'll show you mean. I'm usually not a bitch, i'm actually quite nice, but when you are pushed too many times, you can't help it but explode. I hope you fall down the stairs, and I mean it in the nicest way possible, honestly.
wah. I don't know what to think anymore. I thought I've given up and let it go. Why are they coming back to me, like I don't know, hormones on adrenalin. Okay, bad example, but I have no idea how to explain this. I want to ask you about this in your opinion, with out you knowing, but I know i'll never end up telling you, aheh.
malineyxo
What have they done.
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 10:49 PM
I know it's wrong, so why? Why am I doing this.
malineyxo
I will never be afraid again, I will keep fighting til the end.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
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Sarah "bought" foundation on Friday, and she said it was too light for her skin, LOL. If it matches, or is close to my skin colour, i'm so keeping hers. ahha, she said I could, if I wanted to. :) Well, I want concealer to cover up my fucking eye bags. :(
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school, school, school. I can't be fucked for it anymore. I just want to go to sleep in every lesson LOL. I hate it how I've changed from what I was last yea though. I was determined and motivated. I want to move schools.
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malineyxo
14550.) I post these secrets in hope that you'll know the things I want to tell you but can't. I love your smile and you are adorable. You are my favourite loser.
14536.) I love internet celebrities. I want to be one, but I don't think I'm pretty enough.
love hate hero.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 10:00 PM
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I really don't have much to say, it's just school you know. So I don't think i'll be blogging daily as I did in the holidays.
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malineyxo
I can do anything better than you.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 8:11 PM
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Edit: 8.45 pm
Guess what. My parents decided to cancel on dinner at Shirley's, because they've yet to come home and it's too late to go now. I guess i'll be sleeping early tonight? I am going to get off the computer soon and jump around, or something that uses energy because I need to be tired at around 11, so I can wake up early. (Y) :)
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Seeing my boyfriend tomorrow. ♥
malineyxo
never lose hope.
Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 5:03 PM
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I looked so ugly today. ): I can cry. LOL. It was hot today as well, and I was dressed prepared for winter. I feel so stupid, ahah. I should've just worn a skirt and all - or something.
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Oh god, I actually miss you, ahah and i'm not just saying it. ): I have to see you soon - without my annoying brother, LOL. But when, but when, but when?
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Edit: 2046 hours.
I wish I was pretty. LOL. I am so jealous of all these pretty people. :( Gosh, like, Vanessa and Sarah, they're really pretty. Well to me, they are. They make me feel so . . I don't know, when I stand next to them, haha LOL.
.Well, on a different matter, I was just playing Combat Arms. I bought a new gun, ahah. Well I buy new guns everyday, as I buy the guns with the 1 day expiry. :) PEOPLE ARE TEXTING ME, and I can't be fucked to reply, ahhah.
.malineyxo
These lights will inspire, make you feel brand new, in new york.
Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 6:00 PM
Great day today actually. I finally got my laptop fixed and it's back up and running now. :) whoo, i'm so happy now. HAHA. A downside to getting my laptop back is that there's nothing on it. Like, NOTHING at all. :( I have to re-install everything and etc. I have to also put back on all my songs and pictures and all. Ngaw, I can't be fucked now. Well today, I ran out of credit, now i'm only limited to texting virgin mobile people, haha.
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Tomorrow, i'm going to Liverpool Westfields with a few friends. :) yayerz. I have an otherodontics appointment in the middle of the outting aswell, so i'm probably going to drag everyone with me to the orthodontics with me. HAHAH. I really hope Sarah can go. I miss seeing her face, haha, I love her so much. - yeah, she attends my school, I see her five times a week LOL
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I only have two bestfriends in this world. It's Vanessa Souvannalay, and Sarah Lay. I would seriously die if I didn't exist in their life, ahah.
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edit: 1952 hours.
I am pissed at my sister at the moment. She's always 'borrowing' my clothes, well more like taking without asking and I only get it back when I hassle her for it. like wtf. She's always telling people, "oh my sister and I share our clothes, since we're the same size and all. We're always wearing each others things." LIES. They're all just big fat lies. Malissa, you never let me borrow your clothes. Oh wow, you let me borrow one bag, and that's all. You don't even like the god damn bag and every time I asked to borrow a skirt or whatever, you're always like "get your own clothes." I always reply with, "then why don't you get your own red country road bag, your own black LEE jeans, your own SES black cardigan, your own pencil eyeliner, your own Collosal Mascara and your own green rubi flats." and then she's always like, "I always let you borrow my bag, and cook food for you." FYI, I don't need you to cook food for me, i'm 14, I can do it myself.
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I'm so ARGGHHHH @: right now at my family. :( I don't want to be, but I am.
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Mother, Father, do you know why I don't ever help? It's because you never ever fucking let me. You're always saying "oh she won't do it right , blah blah." and then like, during dinner time, you're always full going on about WHY I DON'T HELP. You're always doubting me in everything. I hate it. You're only proud of me when I come first in my subjects, and when you get to tell all your friends that your daughter came first. I honestly dgaf about grades, about school, about anything to impress you anymore. I used to. You're always telling me to try my best and to achieve the most that I can and that it doesn't matter what I become when I grow up, as long as i'm happy. Then why do you always tell me off when I don't come first in something. Yeah, fine, I don't study for tests, so what. But you don't have to say to me, "you'renot going to become a doctor with those grades" blah blah. I DON'T WANT TO BECOME A GOD DAMN DOCTOR. I don't want to live up to your expectations anymore.
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Yeah, i've changed. Get over it.
malineyxo
Just keep on walking until you're completely sure you're lost.
Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 2:25 PM
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I don't think anyone knows about me stressing about everything, and crying over nothing. I'd rather no one know at all, because I don't want them to be all like - "oh what's wrong. ):" . Like, thanks guys for caring or wondering about my welbeing, I love you guys, really I do. But I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.
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I actually do want help, I need it, but I can't explain this situation. How can they help me if they don't know? Someone. Help.
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malineyxo
standing on the rooftops, everybody scream your heart out.
Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 8:55 PM
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